Art thou pale for weariness of climbing heaven and gazing on the earth, wandering companionless among the stars that have a different birth, and ever changing, like a joyless eye that finds no object worth it's constancy? Thou chosen sister of the Spirit, that gazes on thee til in thee it pities. . . -Shelley (To The Moon)
Friday, October 16, 2009
The Best Answer
The day is only truly "mine" when I share it with you. This poem is about a piece of the relationship between my partner and I. I play piano and sing, and record my own ideas in a studio where he works. He doesn't like to record his ideas, though. I wish he would, and this poem expresses that wish. The title of my poem refers to the last few lines where I answer a popular question as best as I possibly can.
The above painting is by Lichtenstein. It's supposed to be (a skinnier, blonde version of) "me", listening in my bedroom on the second floor while he plays guitar on the first floor, the sound drifting clearly upwards. The painting to the right is by Joni Mitchell, depicting an eagle and the phrase "Love is All Love".
I hope you return to share your day with me, again.
The Best Answer
There is a sound he makes
I can't have disappear.
He strums the chords from way down deep
I'm privileged to hear.
I think he is an angel
hiding what's divine
from everyone but me because
his home is also mine.
He doesn't like to play
when I'm listening with intent,
admiring the music
to which my heart is bent.
If I remain busy, though,
and avert my eyes,
he will play with ease to know
that I won't scandalize
his work or reputation,
or judge him bad or good,
or give him up to people
who would have a singer's blood.
So when I hear him ringing true
I fall to my knees
just begging space to keep it longer
than a passing breeze.
Music is made sacred, though,
because it always dies,
leaving more enlightened
than I dare surmise.
How ironic, then, that he won't save
the beauty he is hoarding -
when others want to become stars. . .
he makes their recordings!
He thinks if nature can't recall
why should he make concrete
the voices from his soul, play God
and undermine the fleet
of all that is worth saving
and fighting for in life.
It's knowing what we can't renew
that generates our strife.
His gentle strains remind me
of what I hate to lose,
the tempered and the chaos
the blessings and the blues.
Sometimes I'm so moved
my vision begins blearing
until it's only by his song
I find a way worth steering.
They ask, "if when a tree falls. . ."
and without being specious,
I can say it hardly matters
for it couldn't sound more precious.
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I clapped out loud. You have conveyed a great deal in this piece of verse, and its introduction too, and as for 'The day is only truly "mine" when I share it with you', you share this with many bloggers, the kinds I like to read & who enrich my life.
ReplyDeleteThank you Vincent. Sharing poetry has always been enriching for me, too. It's very kind of you to say that.
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